A letter to Nehemiah

 She, the girl named Nehemiah met him on 14th of February

She had wonder who that person was

She was busy with her career and was dating at that time.

So, she thought less of him.

Month have passed, same routine

It was March when she heard him sang for the first time

She knew he sang from his heart and soul

It was a beautiful melody to hear

Long time ago, there was a man who she loves to hear him sing

That chapter though has ended years ago.

They never saw each other again

She tried to reach out and reconnect again but timing isn't there

Month of June came, she wanted to know him more

Feeling hesitant and afraid somehow with rejection

It was him who try to reach out first 

So she thought they can be friends during that time

Months passed, he had changed

She didn't have any idea whether she did something wrong

So, she decided to stop talking to him again

After several months, he started talking to her again

She was fine with not talking anyway

It was clear. She trust the guy for she shared her biggest problem last December

She thought he cares, she thought she's somehow special to him

So she gathered all her courage to confess that she likes him

She was afraid to know the answers, she waited

It was 25th of April when she found out the truth

And she clearly accepted that wholeheartedly for she expected it

She wants to know the person more still

She wants to be a close friend for him

But all he did is push her away

They say that friendship is the best relationship you'll ever had

Maybe he didn't believe that

He had hurt her not just once, but twice

Is she a bad person to experienced such thing?

She's trying to ignore him but she can't

She had made up her mind;

Next year maybe June , she will be gone and it's not unfair

His mother knew that this girl has big dreams

She planned the idea of working abroad, she told her

If it's God's will, so help her God.

My dear Nehemiah, I knew your father was always proud of who you are and what you've become

Just live with the moment, Stay humble, Always be kind

Love yourself more, guard your heart

Lift everything to God whatever your heart desires.

8-6-2021