She, the girl named Nehemiah met him on 14th of February
She had wonder who that person was
She was busy with her career and was dating at that time.
So, she thought less of him.
Month have passed, same routine
It was March when she heard him sang for the first time
She knew he sang from his heart and soul
It was a beautiful melody to hear
Long time ago, there was a man who she loves to hear him sing
That chapter though has ended years ago.
They never saw each other again
She tried to reach out and reconnect again but timing isn't there
Month of June came, she wanted to know him more
Feeling hesitant and afraid somehow with rejection
It was him who try to reach out first
So she thought they can be friends during that time
Months passed, he had changed
She didn't have any idea whether she did something wrong
So, she decided to stop talking to him again
After several months, he started talking to her again
She was fine with not talking anyway
It was clear. She trust the guy for she shared her biggest problem last December
She thought he cares, she thought she's somehow special to him
So she gathered all her courage to confess that she likes him
She was afraid to know the answers, she waited
It was 25th of April when she found out the truth
And she clearly accepted that wholeheartedly for she expected it
She wants to know the person more still
She wants to be a close friend for him
But all he did is push her away
They say that friendship is the best relationship you'll ever had
Maybe he didn't believe that
He had hurt her not just once, but twice
Is she a bad person to experienced such thing?
She's trying to ignore him but she can't
She had made up her mind;
Next year maybe June , she will be gone and it's not unfair
His mother knew that this girl has big dreams
She planned the idea of working abroad, she told her
If it's God's will, so help her God.
My dear Nehemiah, I knew your father was always proud of who you are and what you've become
Just live with the moment, Stay humble, Always be kind
Love yourself more, guard your heart
Lift everything to God whatever your heart desires.
8-6-2021
