Have you ever been so confused about how you feel towards a person?
I think I am stuck between the past and present
He is out of my league
Lately, I do wonder if he has feelings for me.
I really want to ask him
But I don't want to assume
I'm afraid of rejection 'coz I've been there before
He never fails to make me smile when he laughs
He never fails to listen whenever I speak out about life's problems
He never fails to help me when I needed it
Am I falling for him?
The other person was my first love
We've known each other for fifteen years now
Our communication just stopped
I want to talk to him personally
But, what's the use? He doesn't care anyway
Yes, he knows my birthday
But he only greeted me once..
I felt like I am nothing to him
It seems that he doesn't see me as a friend ever!
For now, all I care about is myself
Build my career, do what makes me happy.
Let God works what's best for me.
He really is the best relationship that I've ever had amongst all.
I really hope and pray for better days ahead.
10-10-2020
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